Down Below...

Today i feel like am approaching a defining moment in my life.
I am quiet,not sure ofwhat to do or think.
I just know that if things dont change or improve...i dont have an alternative
I have got to discover a side of myself I have not allowed to flourish.
But I must be careful to have God as the centre of it all.
I know I will survive,even thrive.
I am not perfect, but destiny is on my side.
Destiny awaits.
Like a caterpillar in a cocoon am still under metamorphosis.
Someday, soon I hope I would come out...
And be shown to the world and every one that seems me will wow at the wonders of God.

I will survive.

Crises

My brother came over for the weekend and we were home alone.I cant explain how I feel,motivated is sure not the right word to use.



Cant seem to sleep well so I tend to doze a little after lunch.



I wish i could just go far away to a place where I can wake up and sleep on my terms.



A place where everyone will accept me for who I am without judging me air telling me I could be much better.



A place where I am free to do as I please without being afriad of hurting/disappointing those thatv look up to me.



The saddest thing in life is being unsure of where you are going.



Makes you want to doubt everything..



Got to go now I have bills to pay for and bosses to impress.

Trouble!

There is a smart looking girl at my work place I seem to have a crush on.Fine she's been working much longer than myself...just got to know about that today.

Anyways,she's smart young fresh gud luking and takes gud kia of herself.

She pays attention to the details that speak volumes to me about a woman's character.
..inconspicous but expensive wristwatch,properly manicured nails nice earings...

She's just ok and may not even know it. From what I see we can only be friends nothing more,
keep u guy's posted though,got to run now...

The Challenge of a Single Believer

No Sex.

No Booze.

No Porn.

The challenge as a straight guy with some level of moral conviction about the aforementioned activities poses a serious problem.

Fine, maybe i am a bit anti-social, but i feel every guy is entitled to some fun without stripping ladies of their dignity...

Intro..

Today, am putting up my first blog,my Intention here is to upload my thots and ideas as they come up and share them with others.

A rainmaker is someone who is believed to have supernatural powers,legend has it that in ancient times when there was a drought or famine the rainmaker was summoned.

He alone, it was believed had the power to conjure up magic that would change the course of nature and cause rain to fall and the drought or famine to cease.

In modern times, i see a rain as a solution provider, the 'go-to' man.

I am not a go-to guy, am just a guy who is working on his deep felt assumption that nothing is impossible.

Some one who attempts each the day trying to push the limits of possibility. I hope to get there one day where in deed i would be liberated from the shackles of fear,... and ... that tend to hold me back from fulfilling my full potential.

I am somewhat melancholy by disposition so the tone of this blog would vary and would exhibit various types of emotion.

Gotta run now!!